his birthday (:

Happy Birthday ivan chock <3
hope you had a blast besides your tense-up-smile :(
i'll and will always be here for you my darling, no matter how much we fight i sitll love you to every bits (: and you will and always be my fucktard .
xoxo

and school is getting tiring everyday and pmr in in a month :/ we're screwed !
wish us luck .

bombard .

esther fan's house, we watched this ghost movie
there was a part that was so funny man ,haha

"if you cook in the jungle,
enemy aircraft fly past,
and if they see the fire,
they will bombard the whole area,
you die,
i die,
everybody die"

it was so funny the way the muthu guy said man ! i'll never forget this
watch it, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m7jt1aqtrY :D

infinite.

it's because we will never grow apart from each other (:
and in that moment till today i swear we are infinite.

i didnt go to school today so didnt esther,joyce,derik and jia shen as we found out at noon
it started with going to school because i had a lunch and bazaar date with divi and kathy,called up fan and she pun going school we meet at school later then lepak at school forawhile. then they went tutti fruiti (jia shen,ivan,andrea and esther) was suppose to follow but was lazy and i couldnt be out long my mum didnt know i was in school :/ me and feroz walked up soon after talking to menon.
esther calls and ask reina wanna come my house,asked my mum immediate answer of yes ,damn :D jia shen,esther,andrea and ivan came my house first it was too hot (tutti fruitti was closed open at 5 bec of puasa -.- they makan-makan at carrefour and bought me food but i couldnt eat chicken yet so saved it for later(: ) so they chilled forawhile then we went to fan's house around 3 smtg ,reach her house watch tv immediately then fan made us orange juice+longan = awesome drink :D soon she made us watch ghost movie ,it wasnt that scary damn funny haha but jia shen keep screaming there buat everyone terkejut ! we all went comfy the entire time . suppose to go home at 5 tapi delay till 6.30 ,while delayed i started taking a pic with jia shen then it all started *camwhoring* we did all sorts of shit from in the house to planking on the roads and yes with the ghost *me* in 2 or 3 pics ,paksa me become on bec my hair long x.x but it was really fun catching up with them people (:

i love them people so much <3
and we wouldnt be perfect if one of us is missing (:

sent andrea chew home then went temple then buka puasa with kfc :D wakakaka

craves.

oh god,tomorrow last day of being vegetarian ! lasted for 11days .
tomorrow after temple,fuck it i'm going to eat like crazy . my mum's like 'after temple,go eat immediately' replied 'you think i'm gonna wait honey' and she started laughing,so funny -.-
whattt,it's food its one of the best part of life ;)

Dear god,
i love you so much,i have faith in you and anyway humanly possible . please let me get good greds this time and please bless me on everything i do . be there when i need you .

Love,
reina .

end of trials,and it rained heavily ! i m so happy it's over but the part where we have to take the results isnt yet :/
'please let me do well'
*amen*

p.s. a definte face tomorrow night ;

urgh.

i hate science :@ why cant you be nice to me especially for my trials ! the smartest girl in form 3 said its hard and we were like 'its double hard for us now' gosh being nice isnt a crime , not being nice is a sin!

i'm gonna die science beacause of you .

Dear geografi and kemahiran hidup,
please do be nice to me tomorrow.

Love,
Reina :)

may god bless all the form 3 *amen*

omgee,want !

i was going through some stuff and this was found !
omgeee,i want this heels so bad man !
save money .

talking about today,sejarah exam was quite okey and yes i'm so tired man ! slept at 3 and not planning to sleep early tonight as science is tomorrow :/

'god bless me'

not trustworthy yet,

i trusted someone to fast to even think its all real and now i'm like urgh. i ignore it, i try but it doesnt work at times. it's pretty much like a dream when you hear all those words but then you start realizing and things change, people change and life still goes on. and when you hear all those words you feel like your living a dream eventhough it's quite impossible but you do. i believe in dreams. and i dont whether it's true or fake, that trust happened in a blink of an eye. when do we not expect things in life and we intend to believe them immediately when it's something you really want! maybe i assumed it but then explain to me please oh dear .....
i dont know what to think anymore so yea,
FTS

not good,

this is one of the most worst days man , i feel so fucked up right now FML
of all days today was the day that it had to happen :@ and i feel so lonely in my house alone lar !
does every goddamn thing have to come back to me right now,i hate this so much and i have no idea what to do anymore :/ i hate it! how i wish i wasn't alone and with my closest human's !
i just really need to get out of this once and for all ,goddamit .

as i sleep.

before i go to bed i imagine things that i want to happen ;)

i havent had good sleep's lately and it pretty much sucks sleeping at 2 in the morning on trials week :/ im terrified of everything! the next morning i wake up and i say to myself it's a better day then i get off my bed and shower :) i cant wait to leave this house ,it's a pathetic and frustrating being here with my dad around . and i cant stop thinking about stuff,sometimes when i sleep im not actually sleeping i m thinking or dreaming and the next morning i regret not sleeping ;

*god help me through my trials* i need to nail it bad ! *amen*

lighter's by bruno mars ;) ft eminem and royce da 5'9

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters,
A sky full of lighters,

and it goes on , this song is amazing .
when i hear a song i have a own meaning for it,every song has a meaning you'll just have to find it :)
and this for me is like how do i say it erm ' us never wanting the sky to go dark always bright and happy ,its like a dream with lighter's and no end ;'

hell yes !

after my trials,i'm getting this i dont give a shit ! i just need it so bad man :/ i feel like dying for trials lar im scared !
'god please bless me and guide me through my exams' *amen*

i m sorry for hurting you,it was a choice i made and i stayed with it,we are pretty much better off this way. your probably hating me a lot and thinking i m a bitch, to tell you the truth i couldnt care less now i m human i have feelings too and i need to make choices for me. us not talking helps a lot,and my mum was right after all and it's my choice if i want to talk to you again but right now i dont plan on doing that at all because i know for a fact that it will ruin a stronger person i m becoming and that's a risk i m not ready to take for now.

i'm sorry

you make me smile :)

i just wanna spend friday nights with you laying in a bed and doing absolutely nothing besides your cuddles.Please be there 'dont leave,everybody leaves' CB. myohsosmilinghornyteenagelust ; damn i miss you,i m having my trials :/yeah but at least you dont distract me that much.