i m sorry for hurting you,it was a choice i made and i stayed with it,we are pretty much better off this way. your probably hating me a lot and thinking i m a bitch, to tell you the truth i couldnt care less now i m human i have feelings too and i need to make choices for me. us not talking helps a lot,and my mum was right after all and it's my choice if i want to talk to you again but right now i dont plan on doing that at all because i know for a fact that it will ruin a stronger person i m becoming and that's a risk i m not ready to take for now.

i'm sorry