writes.

the proof of your excistence, shown in pictures,

beyond amazing but less credits,
as it rises you are ready,
as it reaches us , it becomes outstanding,
how high how low,
your pictures will show you are amazing,
take the credit,we dont lie,
we speak the truth,
and its remarkable.
         
&

your musis shows you,
a person full of flaws,
as time passes you get better,
even life gets bad,
but you stick up,
and smile all around,
your smile,
it lights up people's life,
your one in a million,
dare i say,
and i dont know what will i do without you.

i didnt feel like sleeping yesterday,so this happened ,i have more but those arent complete yet. i enjoy writting stuff,randomly.

random picture ;) if friendship was like this with no boundaries but only the boundarie of being together,life would be pretty amazing .

peace out ;)

cute babys :D

this is the younger baby :)
manveer took pictures of prabhjott today and tagged us &
i swear that he has the cutest and adorable nephews ever !
& i got to see the elder baby on skype :D

                 Prabhjott and Harshan (:

it was manveer's birthday yesterday and we did this for me him :D we wanted to just show him on skype but he couldnt go on it for some reason :/ so we decided to do this :)
30th November 2011 ;)
xoxo

i swear its true :O

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in

organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music

breathtaking.

the sky is so beautiful after i saw this picture.i love this picture to everybit & the photographer is amazing who is Manveer Gill . i love all his work ,there's just something about the pictures he takes & i swear it's feels so real somehow.therefore,i will always love his work because it's just breathtaking in some way to me.

this on the other hand is just beautiful.i love it ,it was taken at new zealand or either australia by this awesome friend Derik Ng or you can check out his blog . he knows what he is doing and he loves it .

if i had to choose between both of them,there will no decision taken because both of them are as amazing as they are :)

a way of my life.

watched zindagi na milegi dobara with puva,canny & yovi for my 5th time probably ,damn i love that  movie & one of the reason's are this :)

Dilon mein tum apni betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;
Nazar mein khwabon ki bijliyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;
Hawa ke jhokon ke jaise aazad rehno sikho,
Tum ek dariya ke jaise lehron mein behna sikho,
Har ek lamhe se tum milo khole apni bhaayein,
Har ek pal ek naya samha dekhen yeh nigahaein,
Jo apni aankhon mein hairaniyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;
Dilon mein tum apni betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;

If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive
If you carry the sparkle of dreams in your eyes then you are alive
Learn to live like the gust of wind
Learn to flow like the stream among the waves
Receive every moment in life with open arms
See every moment as a new beginning
If you carry surprise in your eyes then you are alive
If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive

- Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara

going to pyramid to shop with canny & yovi ,hoyeah :D 

i hoped.

thats not possible for my dad's side now,i just hope my grandma is able to see me go to college or abroad or something i achieved in life.i just want her to be there when i do.please GOD .
i hope my grandma and step grandpa in australia lives until this too,if not the wedding whatever i achieved in life for now.

end ends with a new begining .

so today was the last day of school, intially school ended for us when the class party was over,i didnt go i went the day before. most of my friends went to see whats happening and to collect the money from the goverment.i already miss them so much eventhough some of them come over most of the time to relax,talk and eat ;) p.s.amazing life (Y) since our class party and now i will be gone most probably for a week or 2 due to the stay over and my teen training program and the last chance of seeing them is like after the 4th of dec,damn it ! lets just hope a few of them can come over on sunday to watch a movie at my place before i leave at night (:
whole new resolution for next year ;) i am getting a head start already ,and the results for the exam better be damn good.i just wanna start over with smiles,laughters,fun,friends,studys & family. crosses fingers* next year please be good to me i dont wan it to be like this year,i wanna enjoy and have fun,do shit,study hard & make somthing out of my life.

happiness depends upon ourselves,i tend to do so.

gone.

he passed away on 5th November Saturday,approximately 6.03pm . i was on my way home from times square after meeting my old school mates,my dad had to sent me home and then rush to the hospital, by the time i almost reached home,he got a call and he was gone.according to the the problems stated,he wasnt breathing normally,and by the time the doctors got a hold of him his artery in his lung burst,assumptions by the doctors it was a heart attack.i was shocked for a moment,my mum jst landed from indonesia and she called,i told her what happened she couldnt believe it.she rushed home and showered,we went over to my grandma's hse with our bags,it was just like he was laying there ;taking a nap for me.everyone was there,everyone.we were suppose to stay over but i and my brother ended up going back with my cousin sister to stay but my mum stayed over at my grandmother's hse.a night of not sleeping made it worst when we arrived at early bird at my grandfather's house and knowing he was going to be creminated today at noon.tears came out of everyone's eye and it never ended.more bad news came afterwards and i had to stay far.among all the people 3 were aimed,it wasnt a joke that i couldnt even see him clearly or say byee.it was time for him to go by noon and thats when i had to step away,everyone was crying .my grandmother kept it in hold,she didnt cry that much beacause she knew it wouldnt help at all,'he would have wanted us to be happy'she said and she couldnt because she just had an eye operation.it wasnt the day we expected,we always thought that he will still be there,being proud of the people we were going to be in the future,another 10 to 15 years were in my head always but it was fate and nobody could change it.i am just glad that he didnt die from suffering ,he died peacefully,he was a good man and had no bad intentions,except the ones he didnt mean harm.i wish i had more time with you .

dear dada,i will always love you <3
you will be never forgotten.
i hope your in peace now after all the suffering.
your grandaughter

may you R.I.P , we will miss you so much.
and nani,please dont leave us soon,i dont think any of us can handle it.
you will always remain in our hearts <3

in the loving memory of nana,5th November 2011

nutella

 oh yeah,a few times :D

done

riding.

this was done a year or 2 back ,i was in thailand with the family and i rided on the back of a motorcycle,a few actually.it was the one of best moment in my life :)
done

it is a beautiful night,and i miss my friends so much ! i wanna meet all of them . they put joy in my life :)

and my mum's away,i miss her so much :'(

lonely girl ;

alone and always will be .
the end

oh GOD,she is changing schools next year and moving away from me to phillipines . i am gonna miss her so much,she was always there for me ,she made me laugh for no damn reason , she's always bubbly cheerful ,there's a lot more to say but they wouldnt even be anough in words.therefore,i love her so much and always will <3 . please protect her from any harm and always makesures she smiles :)

optimist.

i was going through my junk , and i found this phrase .

" Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending." 
  being optimist about whatever happens to you or anybody is the best . (: 

carpe diem,

Carpediem
It means seize the day;
Try and enjoy life

The sky’s not that grey.

Easy for them to say
They have Don’t have it bad
They don’t know how you feel
And it drives you mad

They can seize the day
If they bloody want it
But in this day and age
The day ain’t worth my spit

Your life maybe be hell
And it turns you insane
Carpediem
A phrase for the mundane

So why should I Carpediem
Should I conform and live life for them
I take my dignity
That’s my Carpediem

by Timothy Venard

like marilyn monroe and elvis presley,i will always seize the day .

i will .

i will go here someday with someone or no one,this beauty will never escape in my dreams as long as i live
and therefore.i shall find some way to find a place like this.i would travel the world just to be up early bird and enjoy this for a maximum of 3mins.

looking forward to something

there's nothing signified for now .

tutti fruitti :D

im back :) on the last day of pmr 10oct 2011 we went crazy and we ended up in tutti fruitti and then wwm ;) we has lots of fun,i love them all *Esther,andrea,ivan,kathy,divi & jia shen* <3 and fuck yes pmr is over :D

this was our mix,shen me and chew (:

me and chew :)

me and shen :)

divi and andrea :)

me and ivan :)

there's more ,will post it in the other tab and damn i love this people ,they light up my life everyday <3
and its still goes on approximately everyday after pmr,most of us go for lunch then lepak at my house (Y)

l'un des lesbiennes

somehow this picture is a lot like you though it there;s nothing written on it,your this crazy wild hearted fun loving mysterious outrageous and many that words can never represent this young lady that is ma fille
lesbienne .stay the same dont ever change ,i wouldn't risk anything to break us.i love you ♥
this is to canny,partially half of my life (:

not to say that my other friends arent my life,they are but everyone's in a different way,i love all you guys till the very end and as much as i love her . and we'll will stay together forever,i hope *amen*

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin

its a way of life.

After a while
you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't always promises
and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn
with every good-bye you learn.

i love this poem,it means a lot to me i dont know why but it just touched me especially the sentence
'after a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much,so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers' *hearts*

Author: Veronica A. Shoffstall

love,love,lovee.

nobody has the bond like gossip girl,no matter what comes around including everything you cant think off they all will still be there and stand up for each other and never let anyone destroy their loved ones.that's how its suppose to be with everyone.

is it to hard to ask for a normal friendship but all you know is that you trust them and they got your back and no one can ever break that bond between us.i hope all my friends will be there for me till the end because then they are all you got besides having a all-about family.i dont wanna scream on the inside when i need someone to understand and talk to.
i love you humans out there,xoxo

its a...

its a wednesday evening,after a few hours on studying geo i got sick and came on my blog after awhile and started searching for plenty stuff as we speak on the net and yes i'm gonna die after PMR because then its a thing called *shopping* :D i cant wait ! though i have to makesure i do well in my exam :/ 26 days left for exam and i will do it and after that its on ;)
i'll be free .
as they say;

back to studying,26 days :/ urgh *bless me*

his birthday (:

Happy Birthday ivan chock <3
hope you had a blast besides your tense-up-smile :(
i'll and will always be here for you my darling, no matter how much we fight i sitll love you to every bits (: and you will and always be my fucktard .
xoxo

and school is getting tiring everyday and pmr in in a month :/ we're screwed !
wish us luck .

bombard .

esther fan's house, we watched this ghost movie
there was a part that was so funny man ,haha

"if you cook in the jungle,
enemy aircraft fly past,
and if they see the fire,
they will bombard the whole area,
you die,
i die,
everybody die"

it was so funny the way the muthu guy said man ! i'll never forget this
watch it, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m7jt1aqtrY :D

infinite.

it's because we will never grow apart from each other (:
and in that moment till today i swear we are infinite.

i didnt go to school today so didnt esther,joyce,derik and jia shen as we found out at noon
it started with going to school because i had a lunch and bazaar date with divi and kathy,called up fan and she pun going school we meet at school later then lepak at school forawhile. then they went tutti fruiti (jia shen,ivan,andrea and esther) was suppose to follow but was lazy and i couldnt be out long my mum didnt know i was in school :/ me and feroz walked up soon after talking to menon.
esther calls and ask reina wanna come my house,asked my mum immediate answer of yes ,damn :D jia shen,esther,andrea and ivan came my house first it was too hot (tutti fruitti was closed open at 5 bec of puasa -.- they makan-makan at carrefour and bought me food but i couldnt eat chicken yet so saved it for later(: ) so they chilled forawhile then we went to fan's house around 3 smtg ,reach her house watch tv immediately then fan made us orange juice+longan = awesome drink :D soon she made us watch ghost movie ,it wasnt that scary damn funny haha but jia shen keep screaming there buat everyone terkejut ! we all went comfy the entire time . suppose to go home at 5 tapi delay till 6.30 ,while delayed i started taking a pic with jia shen then it all started *camwhoring* we did all sorts of shit from in the house to planking on the roads and yes with the ghost *me* in 2 or 3 pics ,paksa me become on bec my hair long x.x but it was really fun catching up with them people (:

i love them people so much <3
and we wouldnt be perfect if one of us is missing (:

sent andrea chew home then went temple then buka puasa with kfc :D wakakaka

craves.

oh god,tomorrow last day of being vegetarian ! lasted for 11days .
tomorrow after temple,fuck it i'm going to eat like crazy . my mum's like 'after temple,go eat immediately' replied 'you think i'm gonna wait honey' and she started laughing,so funny -.-
whattt,it's food its one of the best part of life ;)

Dear god,
i love you so much,i have faith in you and anyway humanly possible . please let me get good greds this time and please bless me on everything i do . be there when i need you .

Love,
reina .

end of trials,and it rained heavily ! i m so happy it's over but the part where we have to take the results isnt yet :/
'please let me do well'
*amen*

p.s. a definte face tomorrow night ;

urgh.

i hate science :@ why cant you be nice to me especially for my trials ! the smartest girl in form 3 said its hard and we were like 'its double hard for us now' gosh being nice isnt a crime , not being nice is a sin!

i'm gonna die science beacause of you .

Dear geografi and kemahiran hidup,
please do be nice to me tomorrow.

Love,
Reina :)

may god bless all the form 3 *amen*

omgee,want !

i was going through some stuff and this was found !
omgeee,i want this heels so bad man !
save money .

talking about today,sejarah exam was quite okey and yes i'm so tired man ! slept at 3 and not planning to sleep early tonight as science is tomorrow :/

'god bless me'

not trustworthy yet,

i trusted someone to fast to even think its all real and now i'm like urgh. i ignore it, i try but it doesnt work at times. it's pretty much like a dream when you hear all those words but then you start realizing and things change, people change and life still goes on. and when you hear all those words you feel like your living a dream eventhough it's quite impossible but you do. i believe in dreams. and i dont whether it's true or fake, that trust happened in a blink of an eye. when do we not expect things in life and we intend to believe them immediately when it's something you really want! maybe i assumed it but then explain to me please oh dear .....
i dont know what to think anymore so yea,
FTS

not good,

this is one of the most worst days man , i feel so fucked up right now FML
of all days today was the day that it had to happen :@ and i feel so lonely in my house alone lar !
does every goddamn thing have to come back to me right now,i hate this so much and i have no idea what to do anymore :/ i hate it! how i wish i wasn't alone and with my closest human's !
i just really need to get out of this once and for all ,goddamit .

as i sleep.

before i go to bed i imagine things that i want to happen ;)

i havent had good sleep's lately and it pretty much sucks sleeping at 2 in the morning on trials week :/ im terrified of everything! the next morning i wake up and i say to myself it's a better day then i get off my bed and shower :) i cant wait to leave this house ,it's a pathetic and frustrating being here with my dad around . and i cant stop thinking about stuff,sometimes when i sleep im not actually sleeping i m thinking or dreaming and the next morning i regret not sleeping ;

*god help me through my trials* i need to nail it bad ! *amen*

lighter's by bruno mars ;) ft eminem and royce da 5'9

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters,
A sky full of lighters,

and it goes on , this song is amazing .
when i hear a song i have a own meaning for it,every song has a meaning you'll just have to find it :)
and this for me is like how do i say it erm ' us never wanting the sky to go dark always bright and happy ,its like a dream with lighter's and no end ;'

hell yes !

after my trials,i'm getting this i dont give a shit ! i just need it so bad man :/ i feel like dying for trials lar im scared !
'god please bless me and guide me through my exams' *amen*

i m sorry for hurting you,it was a choice i made and i stayed with it,we are pretty much better off this way. your probably hating me a lot and thinking i m a bitch, to tell you the truth i couldnt care less now i m human i have feelings too and i need to make choices for me. us not talking helps a lot,and my mum was right after all and it's my choice if i want to talk to you again but right now i dont plan on doing that at all because i know for a fact that it will ruin a stronger person i m becoming and that's a risk i m not ready to take for now.

i'm sorry

you make me smile :)

i just wanna spend friday nights with you laying in a bed and doing absolutely nothing besides your cuddles.Please be there 'dont leave,everybody leaves' CB. myohsosmilinghornyteenagelust ; damn i miss you,i m having my trials :/yeah but at least you dont distract me that much.

i m so messed up with my life right now what do i do?
i m lost in between..
i m confused,am i doing this right ?
is the choices i make good?

have you ever looked at the universe ? look at the stars ,look at how they shine on you.have you ever realized that,i guesse not.look at it every once in a awhile it doesnt kill you but it helps (: the moon and its different shapes the stars and its brightness,it gives me confidence to keep on doing something till the end.end of the day they always smile at us (: cast the troubles to the sky,they can be the stars in out eyes.its always gonna remain constant unlike some stuff in life and know you know that its constant it will never leave till we do.looking at it makes me calm and forgetting everything in life and just enjoying the stars that shine and began to have faith restored and believing in dreams no matter how old you are or gonna be ;)

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sorry for spamming but yeah, A cancer patient only has one wish, to get better. I know that 97% of formspringers will not post this as an anon question, but my friends will be the 3% that do! In honour of someone who has died or is fighting cancer

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