I won't give up on us.

He sings I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz to me every night the part where he sings " When I look into your eyes,It's like watching the night sky Or a beautiful sunrise,Well there's so much they hold "When he sings it to me,its feels like the world world is crashing into beautiful pieces but at the same time something amazing is happening between the both of us and its beyond wonderful.Things can bring you down from time to time and disturb you but no matter what when you know you have someone who loves you more than anything and you love that person back too,you just need to hear his voice and everything will be alright.Every morning I wake up just waiting to come home and talk to him and to hear his voice.He said that we we won't be seperated because when we're meant for each other why should we be seperated? and I trust him so much and when he said that I never had a doubt since we first we're together.He sings this song every night to me and I know he means every word he has ever said to me,you might say oh he's just saying sweet stuff but truth be told I trust him more than anything and I always will.I love him so much ♥

Our time.

Way's he takes care of me,care's for me,does everything for me,freaks out when I am sick,laugh retardedly with me,do silly things with me,make's me his whole world and loves me more than anything.Things like that isn't something that just comes knocking on your door.But he came stealing my heart away,and then he took every piece of me.It was a random bump-into-each-other but that day made us who we are together today,together for more than infinite life's together.I know it may be a thing hard to believe to you but for me and him,it's more than the truth,we do have faith and we always will.Today,he's my world and I love him more than anything but he won't ever know how much.He wrote me a song today,he sang me 3 and i went beyond speechless,I had butterflies running all over me,I has tears in my eyes,it was beyond beautiful,it was beyond amazing.He makes my whole world beautiful and he makes me feel like I'm perfect.He says that I'm his life and honestly I want to be.There's nothing more or no one more amazing than him and no one could every love me the way he does.I look back and just think about that random meeting and I just end up smiling cause it was meant to be."We constantly wonder if love exists and if it does,how do we truly know we are truly in love with someone?" Love didn't exists to me a long time back,but since we met I with all my heart and soul knows that it does and it's only with him,being truly in love with him is something that's really true and it will always be.How do we know that? You just know when you meet the right,perfect and meant for you guy,and he's more than I can ever ask for,you know you are in love when he does everything and you feel amazing with him every single second.There's so much about how he makes me feel.The way he makes me feel is undescribable.I love him and I always will ♥

No one like you.

No one loves me like you do
I’ve never felt like this
you take care of me in so many ways
with a word, a caress, a kiss
No one understands me like you do
you see me deep inside
you choose to overlook my flaws
the ones I try to hide.
No one makes me feel the way you do
when our bodies intertwine
you give me so much with your tender touch
you’re amazing and you’re mine.
No one loves me like you do
you fulfill who I am
which is being with you darling

p.s . I love you ♥
to more than infinite life's together 

a little something.

Wrote this a few nights ago for someone special :)

As i Lay Here

As I lay here in bed, I think of you.

I think of how everyone else’s

relationships are falling apart at the

seams and here we are.

We’re still going strong.

You haven’t any clue what you mean to me.

Even though you think

you do, you will never know

quite the way my heart beats

when I see you or the way my

stomach gets butterflies

when you look into my eyes.

I love you so much baby and I’m glad

that it’s just you and I. You’re

the only one who has ever

meant this much to me.

You’re the only one that can.

I want us to be forever, and I know we

will make it through the good and

the bad, for I’ll love you

until the day we never do apart.

I love you  :*

from my heart.

I didn't mean to mess up anything but I did and it lead us here :) although i messed up it brought everything stronger between us till forever, we are inseparable.Through all the good and bad times,we always promised to each other "no matter what we still would be there with each other through everything" and so did we.We're always going to have each other's back no matter what and we make sure we do.A close friend told me that i always have her to fall on and I replied I won't fall,I have tight arms wrapped around me forever,it's impossible to fall.I said this cause I know he won't let me ever.When his arm are wrapped around me,it feels amazing but this feeling is just too hard to be explained and only can be felt and I do every single second of my life and " Oh God,I never felt this way before".Things may change,people may leave,hurt may happen,things might go wrong but I know that he won't be gone.This strong person you see,she's only strong because he's in her life and his making it beautiful and making me happy.He makes me happy and smile even retardedly like no other.He makes everything better and seems to make everything right.He loves me like no other and no one ever can love me that much,I feel it every second.He brings everything from A-Z or maybe more to my life and then he's just there with me every second till forever.The trust between us can never be broken plus the bond between us can never ever will be messed.When it comes to him,I'm speechless & all i could say and do is look into his eyes and just say words I mean and I love you.

This is just isn't a fantasy,It's reality every second and I only have and will feel it with him.
I love him more than he would ever know ♥

and every moment with him is amazing in every way and we're never gonna be done.

thing's remembered.

Sometimes we want people in our life's to not feel that insecurity,that loss and so much more.They bring us joy but also hurt and they are only humans as I know off but forgetting who you used to know and leaving them hanging just for someone you just met isn't human nature.Time flies but friends don't they're always going to be there for you whenever you need them and i mean true friends,you can fight,argue,be pissed but they'll always forgive.I don't think I have a reason why they would forgive but they just will and it might be because of the bond between friendship that you have or anything else but the most important part is they'd never give up on trying to make things better.They have your back and they did screw someone who hurts you and trust me they would.That bond between you and your friends matter at the end of the day and nothing else does because if its true friendship no matter what things will work out between you and them.We'll always find a way back to them we lost.Friend's are who know's how crazy, retarded and weird you are but still is there with you and loves you anyway's <3 and they always will try to make you happy
when you seem down.

"Truly great friends are hard to find,difficult to leave and impossible to forget"

"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken or she has her own issues,and the one who brighten's up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own"
It's pretty much me because no matter what I always have that curved smile on my face :)

p.s. I love the people around me and I wouldn't do a thing to change it <3

Double sided.

Just because a person smiles all the time,doesn't mean their life is perfect.That smile is a symbol of hope and strength.

i'm a double sided & it's not called faking.it's just how some people cope with things.we all have secrects not necessarily needed to be told.life's too short to even stop for awhile to be sad,be angry and cry.know that everyday is a new day and nothing comes easy,we'll just have to face it all.know that there's a reason why things happen.know that when you smile,it's gonna be a better day.know that everyone loves the outgoing,fun you.know everything needs to be known and don't ever forget to smile.it may be a tough day but thing's get better as time goes.live don't just survive.and when people say how do you know,you have never been through it? your always with that smile of yours. say i have been through enough for now,if you don't know me don't ask or tell me.and i smile because i don't plan on wasting a day of my life with something that brings me down.

just smile & you'll know eventhough it hurts when people say stuff like that but sooner or later you'll understand.

Runaway.

i just wanna run away with you to any place,i would anytime,anyplace and anyday.just to escape the world for awhile and run wild and free.all the beautiful things out there.let's just runaway to someplace unknown and it will only be us for then.i hate this negatif shit in reality & i just wanna go away forawhile.i just wanna see the beauty of the world and just smile on.i just wanna see the world free with you.trust me,i'm crazy and wild.i wanna just sit back,watch the sunset with you by my side and just breathe,every breath will represent every bit of the beautiful life and world around.and we'll live as if tomorrow's our last.we won't stop living till we're done.

Foster The People Live In Kuala Lumpur 2012 .

fuck yeah ; with canny ,yovi & sree <3

Oh baby,hell we enjoyed foster the people to no limits. I swear they were amazing <3 ,it was a night never to be forgotten ;) all them other people i met aiman,imran,feroz,his gf plus manny :D i would go uncountable times to their concert again ! had a blast with them people and it rocked . Even with all the tiredness,cramps & injuries i had it was awesome ;) their songs are just amazing and i love them <3 p.s. thanks to manveer i now love indie music . indie music #FTW words can't explain that night (:

Mark Foster,Cubbie Fink & Mark Pontinus (Y)


"Fiction is about what it is to be a fucking human being."
-David Foster Wallace

a new beginning :)

happy new year yaww ;)
*mind the eyebags*

it was 2011 3hrs back,i was looking forward to 2012 but then all the memories and everything that happened in 2011 setback for a minute,all the memories,all the fun,everyone,all the crap that happened no matter bad or good,everything was just amazing as the year went by and i would never forget anything that happened,it made me who i am today :) it made me a stronger person,to enjoy the little things in life because thats all you actually need just to see a smile on your face :) although there were hard times to deal with it,all the stupid fights with loved ones,the hearthaches & everything we still faced it and here we are in better places then we were. 2011 made me better and i miss it so much ! but for now we have 2012 to handle perfectly ;) and it will be a better year. 2011 was amazing and i wouldn't change a thing about it. its the 1st of twenty-twelve,and i swear it will be extraordinary ;) it was a chapter of my weird life & now to the beginning of something new :) new resolutions this year :)  #2012awaits

2012 be good to me please :)
to all my friends and family,i love you guys so much <3 have a blessed new year :) everything that happened between us will always remain in memories and my heart,all the fights we had i forgot them because i value the bond between us more,to all those i have hurt without realisation i am so sorry & lastly to everyone have an amazing year.

The new year is here,make it the best in your life,
Do it for yourself because you deserve it,
Dont let anybody make you feel unworthy,
And tell the ones who hurt you to go fuck themselve.
Happy new year again <3

we will fly into a brand new sky ; take a chance :)

xoxo ,starting a new year officially in temple in 3 an a half hrs time :)