not good,

this is one of the most worst days man , i feel so fucked up right now FML
of all days today was the day that it had to happen :@ and i feel so lonely in my house alone lar !
does every goddamn thing have to come back to me right now,i hate this so much and i have no idea what to do anymore :/ i hate it! how i wish i wasn't alone and with my closest human's !
i just really need to get out of this once and for all ,goddamit .

as i sleep.

before i go to bed i imagine things that i want to happen ;)

i havent had good sleep's lately and it pretty much sucks sleeping at 2 in the morning on trials week :/ im terrified of everything! the next morning i wake up and i say to myself it's a better day then i get off my bed and shower :) i cant wait to leave this house ,it's a pathetic and frustrating being here with my dad around . and i cant stop thinking about stuff,sometimes when i sleep im not actually sleeping i m thinking or dreaming and the next morning i regret not sleeping ;

*god help me through my trials* i need to nail it bad ! *amen*

lighter's by bruno mars ;) ft eminem and royce da 5'9

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters,
A sky full of lighters,

and it goes on , this song is amazing .
when i hear a song i have a own meaning for it,every song has a meaning you'll just have to find it :)
and this for me is like how do i say it erm ' us never wanting the sky to go dark always bright and happy ,its like a dream with lighter's and no end ;'

hell yes !

after my trials,i'm getting this i dont give a shit ! i just need it so bad man :/ i feel like dying for trials lar im scared !
'god please bless me and guide me through my exams' *amen*

i m sorry for hurting you,it was a choice i made and i stayed with it,we are pretty much better off this way. your probably hating me a lot and thinking i m a bitch, to tell you the truth i couldnt care less now i m human i have feelings too and i need to make choices for me. us not talking helps a lot,and my mum was right after all and it's my choice if i want to talk to you again but right now i dont plan on doing that at all because i know for a fact that it will ruin a stronger person i m becoming and that's a risk i m not ready to take for now.

i'm sorry

you make me smile :)

i just wanna spend friday nights with you laying in a bed and doing absolutely nothing besides your cuddles.Please be there 'dont leave,everybody leaves' CB. myohsosmilinghornyteenagelust ; damn i miss you,i m having my trials :/yeah but at least you dont distract me that much.

i m so messed up with my life right now what do i do?
i m lost in between..
i m confused,am i doing this right ?
is the choices i make good?

have you ever looked at the universe ? look at the stars ,look at how they shine on you.have you ever realized that,i guesse not.look at it every once in a awhile it doesnt kill you but it helps (: the moon and its different shapes the stars and its brightness,it gives me confidence to keep on doing something till the end.end of the day they always smile at us (: cast the troubles to the sky,they can be the stars in out eyes.its always gonna remain constant unlike some stuff in life and know you know that its constant it will never leave till we do.looking at it makes me calm and forgetting everything in life and just enjoying the stars that shine and began to have faith restored and believing in dreams no matter how old you are or gonna be ;)

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sorry for spamming but yeah, A cancer patient only has one wish, to get better. I know that 97% of formspringers will not post this as an anon question, but my friends will be the 3% that do! In honour of someone who has died or is fighting cancer

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