a new beginning :)

happy new year yaww ;)
*mind the eyebags*

it was 2011 3hrs back,i was looking forward to 2012 but then all the memories and everything that happened in 2011 setback for a minute,all the memories,all the fun,everyone,all the crap that happened no matter bad or good,everything was just amazing as the year went by and i would never forget anything that happened,it made me who i am today :) it made me a stronger person,to enjoy the little things in life because thats all you actually need just to see a smile on your face :) although there were hard times to deal with it,all the stupid fights with loved ones,the hearthaches & everything we still faced it and here we are in better places then we were. 2011 made me better and i miss it so much ! but for now we have 2012 to handle perfectly ;) and it will be a better year. 2011 was amazing and i wouldn't change a thing about it. its the 1st of twenty-twelve,and i swear it will be extraordinary ;) it was a chapter of my weird life & now to the beginning of something new :) new resolutions this year :)  #2012awaits

2012 be good to me please :)
to all my friends and family,i love you guys so much <3 have a blessed new year :) everything that happened between us will always remain in memories and my heart,all the fights we had i forgot them because i value the bond between us more,to all those i have hurt without realisation i am so sorry & lastly to everyone have an amazing year.

The new year is here,make it the best in your life,
Do it for yourself because you deserve it,
Dont let anybody make you feel unworthy,
And tell the ones who hurt you to go fuck themselve.
Happy new year again <3

we will fly into a brand new sky ; take a chance :)

xoxo ,starting a new year officially in temple in 3 an a half hrs time :)

writes.

the proof of your excistence, shown in pictures,

beyond amazing but less credits,
as it rises you are ready,
as it reaches us , it becomes outstanding,
how high how low,
your pictures will show you are amazing,
take the credit,we dont lie,
we speak the truth,
and its remarkable.
         
&

your musis shows you,
a person full of flaws,
as time passes you get better,
even life gets bad,
but you stick up,
and smile all around,
your smile,
it lights up people's life,
your one in a million,
dare i say,
and i dont know what will i do without you.

i didnt feel like sleeping yesterday,so this happened ,i have more but those arent complete yet. i enjoy writting stuff,randomly.

random picture ;) if friendship was like this with no boundaries but only the boundarie of being together,life would be pretty amazing .

peace out ;)

cute babys :D

this is the younger baby :)
manveer took pictures of prabhjott today and tagged us &
i swear that he has the cutest and adorable nephews ever !
& i got to see the elder baby on skype :D

                 Prabhjott and Harshan (:

it was manveer's birthday yesterday and we did this for me him :D we wanted to just show him on skype but he couldnt go on it for some reason :/ so we decided to do this :)
30th November 2011 ;)
xoxo

i swear its true :O

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in

organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music

breathtaking.

the sky is so beautiful after i saw this picture.i love this picture to everybit & the photographer is amazing who is Manveer Gill . i love all his work ,there's just something about the pictures he takes & i swear it's feels so real somehow.therefore,i will always love his work because it's just breathtaking in some way to me.

this on the other hand is just beautiful.i love it ,it was taken at new zealand or either australia by this awesome friend Derik Ng or you can check out his blog . he knows what he is doing and he loves it .

if i had to choose between both of them,there will no decision taken because both of them are as amazing as they are :)

a way of my life.

watched zindagi na milegi dobara with puva,canny & yovi for my 5th time probably ,damn i love that  movie & one of the reason's are this :)

Dilon mein tum apni betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;
Nazar mein khwabon ki bijliyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;
Hawa ke jhokon ke jaise aazad rehno sikho,
Tum ek dariya ke jaise lehron mein behna sikho,
Har ek lamhe se tum milo khole apni bhaayein,
Har ek pal ek naya samha dekhen yeh nigahaein,
Jo apni aankhon mein hairaniyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;
Dilon mein tum apni betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho
Toh zinda ho tum;

If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive
If you carry the sparkle of dreams in your eyes then you are alive
Learn to live like the gust of wind
Learn to flow like the stream among the waves
Receive every moment in life with open arms
See every moment as a new beginning
If you carry surprise in your eyes then you are alive
If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive

- Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara

going to pyramid to shop with canny & yovi ,hoyeah :D 

i hoped.

thats not possible for my dad's side now,i just hope my grandma is able to see me go to college or abroad or something i achieved in life.i just want her to be there when i do.please GOD .
i hope my grandma and step grandpa in australia lives until this too,if not the wedding whatever i achieved in life for now.

end ends with a new begining .

so today was the last day of school, intially school ended for us when the class party was over,i didnt go i went the day before. most of my friends went to see whats happening and to collect the money from the goverment.i already miss them so much eventhough some of them come over most of the time to relax,talk and eat ;) p.s.amazing life (Y) since our class party and now i will be gone most probably for a week or 2 due to the stay over and my teen training program and the last chance of seeing them is like after the 4th of dec,damn it ! lets just hope a few of them can come over on sunday to watch a movie at my place before i leave at night (:
whole new resolution for next year ;) i am getting a head start already ,and the results for the exam better be damn good.i just wanna start over with smiles,laughters,fun,friends,studys & family. crosses fingers* next year please be good to me i dont wan it to be like this year,i wanna enjoy and have fun,do shit,study hard & make somthing out of my life.

happiness depends upon ourselves,i tend to do so.

gone.

he passed away on 5th November Saturday,approximately 6.03pm . i was on my way home from times square after meeting my old school mates,my dad had to sent me home and then rush to the hospital, by the time i almost reached home,he got a call and he was gone.according to the the problems stated,he wasnt breathing normally,and by the time the doctors got a hold of him his artery in his lung burst,assumptions by the doctors it was a heart attack.i was shocked for a moment,my mum jst landed from indonesia and she called,i told her what happened she couldnt believe it.she rushed home and showered,we went over to my grandma's hse with our bags,it was just like he was laying there ;taking a nap for me.everyone was there,everyone.we were suppose to stay over but i and my brother ended up going back with my cousin sister to stay but my mum stayed over at my grandmother's hse.a night of not sleeping made it worst when we arrived at early bird at my grandfather's house and knowing he was going to be creminated today at noon.tears came out of everyone's eye and it never ended.more bad news came afterwards and i had to stay far.among all the people 3 were aimed,it wasnt a joke that i couldnt even see him clearly or say byee.it was time for him to go by noon and thats when i had to step away,everyone was crying .my grandmother kept it in hold,she didnt cry that much beacause she knew it wouldnt help at all,'he would have wanted us to be happy'she said and she couldnt because she just had an eye operation.it wasnt the day we expected,we always thought that he will still be there,being proud of the people we were going to be in the future,another 10 to 15 years were in my head always but it was fate and nobody could change it.i am just glad that he didnt die from suffering ,he died peacefully,he was a good man and had no bad intentions,except the ones he didnt mean harm.i wish i had more time with you .

dear dada,i will always love you <3
you will be never forgotten.
i hope your in peace now after all the suffering.
your grandaughter

may you R.I.P , we will miss you so much.
and nani,please dont leave us soon,i dont think any of us can handle it.
you will always remain in our hearts <3

in the loving memory of nana,5th November 2011

nutella

 oh yeah,a few times :D

done